I have been feeling pretty blue lately. The kind of blue in the sky that would be right next to a giant black hole. "Hey, is that a dark blue or black? It's so hard to tell." Ya, that blue.
Well no maybe not that blue but the kind where I'm playing Sodoku (six years after it was cool, I know. Let me be!) at all hours of the day and night. I'm texting friends and when they don't respond I get sullen. "Well they don't really like me anyway, hmmph... HMMMPH." I'm complaining in my head loud enough so that the universe takes note, and uh, does something about it.
Truth is, I'm a pretty self-absorbed person. I mean, I must be. Otherwise, I would continue about my life, maybe even DO things with my life whether or not so-and-so-and-so-and-so (heh..) check in with me or not. It's a strange thing when you are feeling sorry for yourself and all of a sudden you get a little tap on your shoulder with a note that says, "You're currently wasting your life. Just thought you should know."
Agaad!! Wake up call! 10:37 AM! I've slept in! Life is still moving while I'm lying solitary, and spread eagle on the ground. Not a good look.
So, I'm still playing Sodoku (the game needs me!) but I'm trying to shove my head under water (figuratively) anytime I get hit with the case of the Negative Nancys. Those b's are relentless. Cut throat and always giggling in your ear. SHUT UP, NANCY! ALL OF YOU!
Plus I'm reading the Psalms currently so David and I are just on this emotional roller coaster together, holding hands, "WEEEEE"ing at all the high parts and throwing up every time gravity brings us down.
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